Pixie Dust

Happy

2002-12-19T17:18:22Z

"Happy"... Haven't been that in a while, have I?

Looking back at the only two other entries I've made makes me feel, uh... what's the word, oh yeah, STUPID. I have had some messed up "guy situations" in the past, haven't I? I'm so glad I finally found a nice, decent, honest, hilarious, sweet, caring, thoughtful, HOT, Christian guy. I love being treated like a queen... You can gag if you want, but it's truly wonderful.

...Not that there's anything wrong with you, Reverend Jim, but now I have someone who treats me well, AND believes the same way I do religiously. BTW... are you ever going to write me back, Punk?

Column "A"

2002-03-14T23:41:55Z

Sexy, mysterious, fun, artistic, quiet, unique, self-disciplined, sensual, carefree, sexy, sexy, sexy, soft-spoken, strong-willed, smart, mellow.

Column "B"

2002-03-14T23:29:35Z

Sweet, nurturing, understanding, loyal, intelligent, thoughtful, romantic, unselfish, providing, silly, supportive, generous, poetic, chivalrous, conversative, successful, fun, enthusiastic, goofy, cultured, comfortable, trustworthy, genrous, deep.

YOU

2002-03-01T21:30:47Z

Fuck YOU, selfish pig.

YOU say YOU love me, more than anything or anyone that YOU thought YOU have loved in the past. Yet, YOU don?t want to be with me.

YOU?D rather give up on every opportunity we had for a future together. For what?! YOUR precious self? YOUR so called ?recovery?? YOUR idea that YOU have to do it alone?

Don?t tell me YOU love me unless YOU mean it. ?I do mean it,? YOU always whine. But obviously not the way that I can?t help but perceive it. Don?t YOU understand that?? Don?t YOU see what that does to me?

Oh wait, I forgot? YOU don?t understand anything not having to do with YOU.

Fuck YOU, selfish pig!